this is an independently written emily from the sony video game until dawn. sadly, i am not affiliated in any way, shape or form with sony, until dawn or chloe bennet & everything else to do with the game      nor do i claim any ownership. but i do have ownership over a lot of headcanons relating to emily. her last name, father & past. i will know if you’ve copied me and i will address you. all development of emily is my own & i claim a lot of ownership to her character development on this blog. icons were created by me & screencaps come from screencapped.net. do not steal them or i’ll throw you into the sun. 

                                        this blog is reboot of my old one which was originally created on the fourth of september 2015. my name is myah but you can call me nerd or trash. there’s a lot of things to know about me but i’ll give you the run down. i’m nineteen years old     which is of legal age where i live     and from new zealand. i do own the video game of UNTIL DAWN and have played it multiple times. i’m a massive fan of doctor who, supernatural and teen wolf. skype & kik are available upon request from mutuals. 

I.  triggering content will be on this blog. there is NO question about it. things such as anorexia & parental abuse are apart of emily’s past that will be heavy on this blog. things such as gore, violence, cannibalism, murder, death, suicide attempts, alcoholism and self harm are more then highly likely to be on this blog. if any of these things trigger you, then i would advice you don’t follow me. 

  • i adore memes !! feel free to send me memes      mutual or not. please transfer the meme onto a new text post if you wish to have it as a thread. 
  • control your character & i will control mine. don’t metagame or godmod or i will unfollow and block you. i will never godmod your character to the best of my ability and if i do, then please tell me. if i feel that i need to godmod your character, i will ask before i do so. 
  • as a person, i have no triggers & you can throw anything my way and i’ll be fine. as for other people, i understand that you might be triggered by something. all triggers are tagged as ____ / and sexual content as nsfw. triggers and sexual content will be tagged but not placed under a readmore. 

II.  like all good writers, my emily is not completely canon. this game doesn’t treat emily as i will and i will probably defend her until the death. below this, are things of note about my emily. some are of her past and some are of her future. 

  • at birth, emily mother died during labor and because of this, her father blamed her. this placed a need for perfection on her & as a child, she was trained in several different sports and languages           ballet, gymnastics, karate, judo, archery as well as french & chinese. from the age of seven to sixteen, emily suffered from anorexia nervosa. when she was sixteen, emily was placed into government care to get well again. mike, jessica and matt are aware of this. as far as the rest of the group knows, she was in france.
  • while the initial prank was jessica’s idea, emily takes most of the blame for it. mike was her boyfriend and she agreed to it. as well, emily blames herself as well. she believes that she killed beth and hannah         and has their blood on her hands.  
  • after what happened on the mountain, emily has had suffered from several injuries. in her right shoulder, the wendigo’s teeth cut several veins and tendons, leaving emily permanently disabled in her right shoulder. she has very limited movement in it, to the point that she cannot lift her arm above her head. the scar covers most of her shoulder and is very obvious. multiple other scars on her legs and arms are present. after the mountain, emily develops PTSD and alcoholism.  

III.  this blog is multi-verse & multi-ship. i ship emily with chemistry and happiness. while i am a ship-whore ; before the mountain, emily was a flirt. she was sexually active         who slept with lots of people ( before dating mike & before dating matt ). but after the mountain & after she suffered, emily became very closed off. not wanting to talk about the events that happened on the mountain and scared of human contact. she began to hate herself and not want to show her body off & trying to love someone like that is hard. falling in love or even liking post-mountain emily would be hard, so good luck. 

IV.  my blog is highly selective and i will only write with mutuals. with the exception of if we plot a thread write together but i don’t follow you. this is simply to keep my dash neat and clean. this isn’t a personal thing, it’s just because i want to keep myself in a stable mindset. if i follow you first, it means i’m dying to write with you. if i follow you back, it means i’m interested in writing with you. if i don’t follow you point blank, please do not try and interact with me ic   ( ie. tagging me in starters, replying to my opens or liking my starter calls ). come and talk to me ooc and we can totally plot something. or send me a meme and we can possibly continue it. messenger is used for ooc only. 

                    i know all of this might make me seem intimidating or rude, but it’s for my own mental health. but for serious, come into my inbox if you wanna plot. just scream at me. just do it. i’ll scream right back. to quote from bird “ my gay bean ”. trust me. i’m actually trash   (       I SPENT SIX SOLID HOURS MAKING EMILY AND SAM ON SIMS LIKE NOT EVEN PLAYING BUT CREATING     ). so if you’ve read these, ur cool and i love you. 







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